Week 1

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That turned out way shittier than I wanted to but I gave up because it was taking too long. Anyway! Hi. The game is afoot and I'm not sure how I feel about this twist. On the one hand, I definitely think I do well in the Survivor format so I'm very happy that it's basically team against team for now. On the other, the whole banished people being able to return to the game thing is definitely going to come back to haunt me, I can just feel it.

This first HOH is definitely very interesting, because Hell's Angels have sort of come together. JJ seems to think that I'd be a good choice to be the first captain, which I hate. I don't want to be the first HOH. I want to be UTR, and if my team is trying to push me into making the first strike against the other team, I can't exactly do that. I made a point of not being the first one to initiate any conversations with anyone this first night because my mistake in the past has been to be super social and open with everyone, but I realize that probably isn't the best thing to do. People are still gravitating to me for some bizarre reason regardless, it's almost annoying.

As for people who stand out, so far I'm liking Dion. He's a good connection for me to have since he's on the other team. I'm debating approaching him for a you keep me safe, I keep you safe deal, but I don't want to bring that up on the first night unlike some people I could mention.

Actually, I will mention it. Jihee is already talking to me about allies. Earlier tonight she said "I don't know where to go from here." Which is a super vague statement, so I asked for clarification, and she said she didn't know who she wanted to align with. Like, no shit? The game started five minutes ago. I think she's gonna fall into a trap of overplaying too quickly, so I'm not 100% worried about her since others are bound to pick up on it, with any luck.

The last person I like is JJ. I just think he's a really sweet guy, and I like how he's very social and generally fun to talk to. He sort of reminds me of myself, which is something to be wary of, but for now I just like the guy and he seems to be on relatively the same page as me. He was the one who brought the "let's make Flint HOH" strategy to me, and apparently the only person to actually ask me if I wanted that beforehand. If we follow through with it, I'm definitely gonna make my HOH a team thing. I don't want to be solely responsible for any decision this early on. Does that make me a coward? Maybe. But playing it safe is better than going out second

[Ms. Reynolds]

you're going to get a splinter dressed like that and being near wood

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small price to pay tbh

[Ms. Malady]

pietro boselli can put his splinter in my ass

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do you ever chill ever.

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ANYWAY, Charley just volunteered to be the HOH rep for our side, which works for me. I didn't wanna do it. Now I gotta readjust my pyramid though.

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Who on EARTH is Apollo, by the way? Does he even know AIM exists? What an enigma, I need to know more.

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Cast assessment and all that coming tomorrow! I feel like such a flop but I'm so wiped out today

[Ms. Malady]

you're already doing better than ray

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can a guy live for even a second around you.

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First Impressions

The people in this game are not, like, super talkative. That's one thing I've noticed and I don't know if it's me being antisocial or if it's those people in particular just not reaching out to me. Regardless, it's sort of a cause for concern. I have talked to a lot of people, so I might as well give a rundown of that while I'm at it.

I'll be honest, I fucking hate this guy lmao. He's going on and on about how I'm his closest ally and for him to be making claims like that on like the third day the game has even been going on is absurd which makes me think I'm not the only person he's said that to. He's also like...fucking impossible to talk to. He's acting like we're basically married when I feel next to no attachment to him at all. If I don't reply to one of his INCESSANT messages within a thirty second time frame, I get a guilt trip for ignoring him. Like, Jesus fucking Christ. Not to mention that he's very bluntly sexual with me. I've been playing it cool like I'm fine with it and that it's a joke but I'm not going to have cybersex with you thanks. At the absolute top of my target list, but I know I can't be the one to take him out. At least not this early. I know he's a super social player because everyone I talk to seems to enjoy his presence, but I don't see why. He drives me insane, and I know for a fact he's going up to everyone in the game pulling the same shit he's pulling with me. To think like 24 hours ago I blindly trusted this fool because I figured he was too dumb to pull that. I doubt it though. Definitely a threat if he ever wins HOH, because he knows I'm onto him, I'm pretty sure. 


Very, very, very game focused. I think he's trying to play this flirty game with me, although much more reserved than Dion (who literally called me daddy today, yuck). I haven't really connected with him all that well because of that, but he's someone to keep in mind. I think a lot of people in this game are dumb, but not him. Definitely someone I'm interested in possibly aligning with in the future. He has a connection to Dion, which confirms my suspicion that Dion is probably in with everyone, but I think I can get in there too.


Approached me for an alliance last night, which I took him up on. I don't really have a long term allegiance to him at all, but I don't think it hurts to keep him in my back pocket for now. I think he's legitimately a real nice guy. He was the first person I talked to, and I'm hoping that we can keep our little duo a secret.


This girl came to play, and she's a little unabashed about it. Within five minutes of the game starting, she said that she didn't know where to go in regards to having an alliance. That doesn't really feel like something you would bring up during the first conversation you have with someone, but she did. So, at first I was a little turned off by her, a little wary. But she's really won me over in the past few days with how cool and funny she's been. She took a lot of charge during this Cross challenge, and I appreciate it. She's worried of winning and being seen as a threat. It could be a ploy to step up her social game, but I like her for now.


By far my favorite person in this game right now. She's charming and funny and I just clicked with her. I want to propose looking out for her a bit more explicitly in the coming days. My whole strategy has been to be more in with the people who can nominate me than the people I would be immune with if they won HOH. Cass is my way in. I hope she's well connected because I'm aiming to use my connection to her as a springboard.


Who?


These are people who are around a decent amount and I need to talk to more. I just is like literally over half the cast combined with the people who I never see around, why am I so awful rip to my social game. I'm going to be doing absolutely nothing over the next few days so I hope to catch up with them.

I've been taking it real easy this time around. I don't want to put too much effort in this early and then burn out before we even get to the jury. It's just a matter of finding that balance between not trying and trying too hard for me right now.

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Dion is such a vindictive fucking ass lmao I fucking hate him so much

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Kota won veto, and he's going to veto Apollo in an attempt to build a relationship with him so that he and I won't get nominated in the event that he wins HOH. Charley is trying to sell us evicting Tatiana over Bryce right now on the premise that Command people being inactive only spells good things for us. I mean, that's true, but that's also really fucking lame. He's just worried Tatiana will come after him if she survives. Should've thought of that before you volunteered to be HOH.

[Ms. Malady]

so ya planning on fucking him over or obeying his wishes?