Week 9

[Flint]

I guess I picked a good time to go for a side alliance with JJ and Jordan and Steffy, huh?

Because that's a thing.

My confessional sucks now but w/e.

Hopefully this works and one of Cass and Ana leave, I guess!

[Ms. Malady]

best confessional yet

[Flint]

SO apparently literally everyone except Cass/Steffy/Jordan wanted me to go up this week. Cass even might have too but who knows because she's been MIA. It's really eye opening and I think I picked the perfect time to jump ship because I really think that there is a side alliance of Ana/Cass/Gabrielle going on. JJ was told by literally everyone that I should go up (OVER JORDAN!!!), so for him to abstain from putting me up really raised red flags to everyone else in the game. I think it speaks volumes that he didn't put me up immediately because that would have been the easy route to take. So he either really trusts me, or there's a plan in place to backdoor me.

If I get backdoored, I'm done. Noemi and Gabrielle will 100% vote me out. Ana probably would too. I would only have Steffy and Jordan (and Jordan is an if). I need to convince JJ in the event that Gabrielle wins veto and saves one of the nominees that if I go up, I'll get evicted and it's a waste of an HOH. He's reluctant to put Noemi up, but he has to realize that if she goes up, she's not in any danger. I need to get into his ear and make him realize that Steffy/Jordan/myself are three votes out of five and we would have his back.

It's really starting to heat up, I guess. This is the most in danger I've felt all game. I really want to pull out a veto win, now.

[Flint]

Ana likely won that veto. I hope this means Gabrielle is going up. If she does go up, I'm very tempted to just vote her out. I think that not only limits Ana and Cass's options to myself and Steffy, but it also takes someone who I know to be 100% after me out of the game. Not to mention the fact that it would place me between two alliances and Noemi would probably be the only person to for sure nominate me.

This is if this wasn't all an elaborate plan to backdoor me. I'm sure Gabrielle and Noemi will push for that. I just have to convince JJ to not put me up. Here's hoping I can get past this final 8 curse.

[Ms. Malady]

good luck n stuff

[Flint]

There's a 50% chance I'm getting backdoored, and if I go up, I'm getting evicted. If JJ puts me up he's fucking DONE and idk why he can't see that. Why he would waste time aligning with me and then make enemies out of Ana and Cass only to betray me all in the same week to get rid of me makes no sense. Where is the logic in this boy's head? If Ana, Cass, and Gabrielle all stay in this game, he has the three biggest competition threats all gunning for him.

I can't. I really can't. 

[Flint]

NOT ME SURVIVING THIS WEEK!!!!!

Get wrecked Gabrielle. Noemi is next. JJ can die for wanting to put me up this round. I don't trust anyone except Steffy. Time to take no prisoners.