Post by Jordan on Dec 24, 2015 16:14:32 GMT -7
OK sorry for such an abrupt delay in my confessionals production! Life has been busy for me with the holidays closer than ever but I found myself with some time to let you in on how I am going about this game.
So clearly being nominated 2 weeks in a row is NOT a testament to my amazing game but I believe being saved back to back is. Being nice ACTUALLY pays off which is something I was wary of going forward in the game. I really wanted to play into the fun loving super sweet character that I am to help me out in there early weeks where game play is not as common. Being this my first ORG I was NOT trying to flop in it, I usually try my hardest in game to reach a power player position after being in-game so long, HOWEVER I don't want to risk my game and I don't care WHAT I am seen as if you wanna call me a floater, a follower, a sheep I am STILL HERE. This is a game of doing it what it takes to push yourself forward and if I have to slit throats here and there hand me a fucking knife.
I still have no set alliances, which is worrying but also somewhat of an advantage. When I need something I don't have a group tying me down and dragging my name through the dirt. I am basically a free agent any and every week free to say whatever the fuck I want without the threat of a backlash from an alliance hearing word of it. Now after being everyone's best friend so long I am tired of being the scapegoat in nominations because I am a good girl. I really wan- need this captain to prove to these people who think I'm not just another pawn on their chess board but I'm the fucking clock hunny and your time is up.
So clearly being nominated 2 weeks in a row is NOT a testament to my amazing game but I believe being saved back to back is. Being nice ACTUALLY pays off which is something I was wary of going forward in the game. I really wanted to play into the fun loving super sweet character that I am to help me out in there early weeks where game play is not as common. Being this my first ORG I was NOT trying to flop in it, I usually try my hardest in game to reach a power player position after being in-game so long, HOWEVER I don't want to risk my game and I don't care WHAT I am seen as if you wanna call me a floater, a follower, a sheep I am STILL HERE. This is a game of doing it what it takes to push yourself forward and if I have to slit throats here and there hand me a fucking knife.
I still have no set alliances, which is worrying but also somewhat of an advantage. When I need something I don't have a group tying me down and dragging my name through the dirt. I am basically a free agent any and every week free to say whatever the fuck I want without the threat of a backlash from an alliance hearing word of it. Now after being everyone's best friend so long I am tired of being the scapegoat in nominations because I am a good girl. I really wan- need this captain to prove to these people who think I'm not just another pawn on their chess board but I'm the fucking clock hunny and your time is up.
